woke up early to go for the airshow today... BUT at the sea.. haha... marcus's cousin brought us.. enjoyed myself a lot... the view was great... hehe... BUT i got burnt! again! yes again! & tis time worse.. i din bring sun block.. used marcus one but.. i only applied a bit... din expect lo.. nw my whole face is red.. my arms r red.. my legs r leg... my BACK is RED... i really dun wan to get to tan lo... i wan to b fair... haha.... so sad... my shoulders is really badly burnt coz of the tan almost 4+ mths ago.... it was really badly burnt & it looks very very ugly nw... like pigments like tat... everyone was luffing at me jus nw lo... so bad.. pple already so sad liao.. still luff.. oso not i wan.. so sadz... will it get well? any remedy frm anyone pls tell me k...
some pics & videos for u...
1 more thing... argh... i tink i really gotta do something abt me being sleepy always... on my way back jus nw... i almost got into an accident again lo... was at the rightmost lane... but i dozed off i tink... i swayed all the way to the right... luckily i WOKE jus in time to turn bck... & i was really lucky lo... after tat AWAKE liaoz... dun knw hw many times le... haiz...
anyway wun b driving much from nw... for 11 weeks... tml is the day! GOOD LUCK GUYS!
xiuxiu; 5:11 PM
Saturday, February 23, 2008
tiredzzzzzzzz............. jus came home nt long from linda's hse.. yesterday.. went to NIE to hand up the final 2 assignments.. phew.. all done.. hope ALL PASS WELL.. then proceeded to town... bought some clothes again.. for work... i really have TOO MANY casual ones lo... haha...
had dinner with linda... then went to M hotel.. to meet up with other NIE frens... had lotsa fun... they really can drink.. almost finished 2 bottles of chivas... BUT its cheap over there. very cheap... haha... i din drink much though.. coz i drove.. hehe... anyway stayed till 1+ then went for supper at craig road... then went to linda's hse AS if i dun.. dad n mum will b like waiting n waiting for me to cme home.. & i realised we din take the whole grp!!
slept at 4+... bt woke at 8 le.. forced myself to sleep till 10... my biological clock really messed up nw man... sianzz.. need to get bck by mon... then i left linda's without waiting for her to wake up... firstly.. dun wan to disturb her sleep la hehe.. secondly.. i was really feeling uneasy with my attire n such haha... so i left lo ... so paiseh.. end up her hb bought food for me... ehh.. owe u guys one k.. hehe..
1 more day... & we r all gonna start the journey... to where?? haha.. GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!! HOPE WE PASS THESE 10 WEEKS WITHOUT EVEN KNOWING ITS THERE!! & hope tat we meet up real soon again guys! :)
xiuxiu; 12:47 PM
Thursday, February 21, 2008
finally completed my 2 ang mo assignments... cant believe i finished 1 of it in a day! first time in my 2 yrs in NIE i completed an assignment in a day! i wonder what grade it is going to be.. but in the meantime.. i jus wish i can enjoy myself.. need some laughter...
went to ace jus nw.. so long nvr go bck le... went to lao yu sheng.. today's the last day of cny.. asked my fav student to cme down.. he looked soo tanned nw.. hehe.. bt still hasnt grown any taller... guess the nxt time i can see them its march holidays le.. then its june... so miss them..
anita missing in the pic.. coz she had gone for her honeymoon!!!!!
then bck at home.. its lao yu sheng again.. hah.. i forgotten the number of times i lao tis yr.. guess its the MOST...
bt something nt so lucky happen jus nw woh... haizz...
btw Singapore wins bid to host 2010 YOG!! yeah!!
xiuxiu; 7:53 PM
Tuesday, February 19, 2008
finally finished the presentation tat i was soooooooooooooooooooooo scare yesterday.. given a topic on the day itself... for 10 mins.. & to talk continuously for 3 mins.. isnt as easy as u tink.. almost everyone in the class jus cant wait for it to finish.. & pple were jus trembling & finally it ended well for everyone...
left with 2 eng lesson plans nw.. torture ley.. ang mo ley.. worse subject tat i m in.. then mon will be going to sch officially le... hope tat everything will goes well for me.. its really gonna b real real real busy until may... BUT at the same time.. i wanna plan for my overseas trip! i need to get out of sg in june! no matter what! gonna source for pple & places soon.. so many places i wanna go.. but any kakis wan to go taipei with me?? if nt.. suggest some place to me lo.. anywhere i oso can de.. I MUST GO SOMEWHERE!! i need to go 散心.. b4 i start wrk officially!!
hope that by having prac for 10 weeks.. i can keep myself busy & i will b able to get rid of everything... from my mind... & i mean everything.. i tot it did initially.. but recently i realised that it didnt at all.. even though i pretend that it did... but it just keeps coming bck to me... even when i seem to be enjoying myself.. it will jus somehow appear on my mind.. its really nt easy to become me & me again.. bt wanna thank a fren.. although i have known u for almost 2 yrs.. its only recently tat we talked more.. thank you for always sending sms to encourage me & to check tat i m fine.. thank u..
i will get better.. with all of u around me.. it became better since a mth ago.. time heals... frens 'scolded' me... coz it really sux tis time... but i feel they wun understand de.. it will always occupy a corner in my heart.. even though... it was really cruel.. i guess tats jus me & me..
can guys still b trusted??? i fear... there r .. appearing in my life right nw.. but.. can they b trusted?? :(
xiuxiu; 8:16 PM
Sunday, February 17, 2008
its happening again..
all over again...
just coming back to me again... haiz...
xiuxiu; 1:26 AM
Saturday, February 16, 2008
its 4.05am in the morning on 16th feb 2008... & i m wide awake!!!!! nt sleepy at all!!! & facebooking... haha..
just came home nt long ago... went to the movies after sch today.. watched cj7 and jumper.. both were nice... funny... hehe.. enjoyed the company.. thanx for tat, fren!
then went to meet my NIE frens at MindCafe... had lotsa fun... it has been quite a long time since i enjoyed myself so much in a day... hope theres more to come! :)
thank u all... muacks!!!
xiuxiu; 4:04 AM
Thursday, February 14, 2008
spent money again.. bought 1 pants & 1 top.. need it for wrk the week after... got 20 bucks rebate voucher.. so mayb nxt week go see what i can get again... need a few more then settle le... but.. broke le.. used CC first lo...
then while going home aha..... so funny la.. i drive drive drive.. then i saw this car in front of me.. haha... at first i tot my eyes were playing tricks on me.. then i drove nearer... & i realised.. haha... see for urself...
for A MOMENT.. i tot to myself.. car plates dun have SE right ???????????? haha.. then i looked carefully.. i realised its actually SFX la... then someone mus have played a trick by sticking some scrotch tape or whatever for form a E haha haha... sooooooo funny can.. when i first looked at it... then i quickly took my phone & took a pic of it lo ... hehe..
anyway.. bck hm.. time to complete my maths tonight... tryyyyyyyyyyyyyy........
xiuxiu; 7:02 PM
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
jus had a full full fullllll dinner again.. coz today is 人日!!! happy birthday everyone!!!
had yusheng.. mum fried chicken wings & wu xiang.... hehe... tis its the 6th or 7th time i had yusheng i tink.. tats a lot lo... hehe...
1 more week... jus 1 more week to go.... i will miss all my frens in NIE de... hope to meet up with them occasionally... got to knw some pple better tis sem.. last sem then knw them.. bt nvm... heh..
tml starts my diet plan all over again... hehe.. i have to !!! & i gotta buy clothes! i realised mine r mostly casual wear lo.. argh... money again...
pple around me having r/s probs too... hope everything goes well for everyone k... u will get better de... dun worry... time heals...
recently got quite a few concerts coming up.. but sooo sad.. no one go with me.. really feel like going to the jeff chang's one.. loved his songs.. but... then still got angela zhang.. cao ge... mayday.... argh... hope to b able to win tickets though.. then i will have pple to go with me.. haha.. pathetic...
oh ya.. happy advanced vday to everyone... those with partners.. enjoy ur day... those without... like me.. enjoy with ur frens bah coz its also frenship day!!! bt guess i will spend it with my dear baby joash.. hehe...
xiuxiu; 8:49 PM
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
busy day today.. haha... went to town after sch today... watched 2 movies with linda & hb... first was kung fu dunk... funny show... reallly love jay lo... hehe.. he is jus so cute...
after tat went to wisma to get linda's bag.. shared part of it with esther for her bd.. hehe.. then went to bakerzin to eat... wahhhhhhh........... it has been a long time since i last ate nice pasta.. its niceeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.............. the drink oso niceeeeeeeee........... & the dessert..... omg... i nvr really liked dessert... but it was.... delicioussssssssssss.......... & tonight's meal dun seem full... haha.... anyway.. happy birthday linda! we'll eat again after pract... hehe...
then went bck to cine again to catch ah long pte ltd... its such a lameeeeeeeeeeeee show... bt it was funny la.. long time since i had a good luff... nxt one to catch... cj7... dun knw if i will have time to watch it... & nxt week... L !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! everything mus b completed b4 i start my prac!!! argh!!!!!
xiuxiu; 12:11 AM
Sunday, February 10, 2008
saw tis from my fren's nick... feelings jus came up to me again...
busy busy busy day today... i jus reached home and bathed... so long nvr reach home so late le... called dad to wait for me downstairs again.. then nw he cant sleep le.. coz i woke him up... haha...
went to auntie's hse in the morning... they jus loved joash so much... haha.. he is like a toy being passed around lo.. so cute.. bt the good thing is tat he is nt afraid of strangers lo... see the pics... sooo cute right... hehe...
then fetch mum & dad home.. then went to esther's house.. she PREPARED something for me lo... thank you hor mama esther... haha... got to knw some new frens today as well... nice meeting them...
then went to meet chiang to get some things for ah xiang.. reached there almost 4... & stayed till around 1... played tis dice game.. popular in pubs.. then got shw on scv one... something like bluff.. but the dice ah xiang had.. was special.. its nt 1 2 3 4 5 6.. its 9 10 J Q K A... haha.. the loser will have to drink CHANG beer... actually quite nice to drink i tink... haha.. tis is the dice...
then played in between.. i won at first k.. bt lost in the end.. bt the person who lost the most was the HOST!!! haha... bt it was very fun la... had lotsa fun there... haha... look at the lotsa money we have to try to win!!!!
xiuxiu; 2:01 AM
Thursday, February 07, 2008
新年快乐!!!!!
back at home.. so early right.. i oso tink so.. tis morning went si ma lu guan yin temple... as usual lotsa & lotsa of pple.. but very organised... so managed to finish praying fast... then proceeded to mouth restaurant for dim sum with auntie... sooooooooooooooooooooo FULL now can... it was nice... hee... then went to temple again at sin ming road... nw back home.. gonna do some work.. really need to complete something today...
anyway joash was cute.. very cute... he really can do 恭喜恭喜 lo... nw whenever he hear new yr song.. both hands will b clenched & he wil jus go up & down.. haha.. bt difficult to catch a video of it.. i m still trying hehe... & finally he can do what i ask him to do.... 'raising his legs high up for me to take off his pants'... haha... i sound so silly right... haha... & nw he is taking his afternoon nap again.. so i better do some work b4 he wakes up... hehe... some photos here.. take a loook...
xiuxiu; 2:55 PM
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
feeling much better today... mayb coz of cny... first of all... wishing myself all the best for the coming yr...
went to idac again to hand my insurance.. then went to do my nails in the afternoon.. had crystals on it tis time round.. wanted to do french.. but decided to try it out.. not too bad..
had my reunion dinner jus nw.. at fortune restaurant...auntie was a regular customer there... 13 pax today... total damage... read on & make a guess...
had the dinner in a private room.. coz auntie said.. outside too squeezy & noisy... scare joash cannot take it... pampered sia... portion of the food was BIG.. as usual had yusheng.. shark fins.. the shark fins is... totally... cannot describe lo... BIG BIG PIECES!!! then the prawns.. 1 person 1 each.. BIG... & the fish!!! the fish!!! it was BIGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!!! BIGGGGGGGGGGG until the kitchen din manage to steam the middle part.. had to send bck for steaming again.. but it was very fresh although it was 'thick'... anyway the rest was nice too.. & when the ee fu noodle came.. only 5 people can take it in.. the rest da bao... haha... red bean paste was free.... nice too.. hehe overall... DELICIOUS!! BUT.... EX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so have u guessed the damage???
after dinner.. went to temple with parents.. everything will go well de... it will...
DAMAGE = $1417!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! with 17% of coz!!! did u jus faint??? haha... anyway both aunties din wan my parents to pay.. coz they understand the situation nw.. however... tml's lunch will b shared... coz sooo paiseh already... tml going to chinatown point there to eat... so... update tml bah....
新年快乐!!!!!!!!!!!!
xiuxiu; 9:56 PM
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
luck really isnt on me.... wonder if i had been cast a spell... i really wonder... tats the only thing i can tink of.. things really havent been going smoothly for me... 1 thing after another jus came crashing down on me.. anything can happen any day any time...
1st matter.. god.. i have not done anything bad to anyone.. not at all for the past 20 over years.. i kept telling myself that things do happen for a reason.. tats what everyone have been telling me... but y do u let me suffer 心死 and 心碎 within a yr.. i had nvr knew that both will happen to me.. at least not b4 1+ yr ago... y do u let me know abt things after so long... y do u arrange for what happened recently to happen... issit a test? do i really deserve to b treated in this way?
i m really really feeling miserable... ya... pple can say it easily.. ehh take it easy... dun do this lo dun do tat lo... then tis wun happen.. n so on.. but pls also do understand.. its my life.. i have my way of doing things.. like writing my blog.. its my habit of writing down how i feel.. jolly well dun read... some things, its easy to say but its nt easy to do.. esp when i m a girl... 一个把感情看得很重的人。。一个没有防人之心的人。。 mentally being tortured for over 1+ yr... some pple will say or bi la.. who ask u to b like this.. b like tat.. but trust me.. wait till it happens to u... but mayb i really deserved it... coz of 我的豆腐心。。。which i need to change... i dun knw hw i managed to pull thru.. tink coz of my family & SOME wonderful frens i had... frens.. i promised i will b fine.. & i will be.. i will cross over tis.. n start life all over again... thanx for all ur encouragement n company.. u know who u r... thru what had happened to b for the past 1yr.. u really do see who r ur true frens n who isnt.. u really do see whose worth ur effort to do things for them... mayb tats y i m being put to the test...
2nd matter today after sch.. went to bb caltex to wash my car.. abt to move off when tis stupid woman reversed her car WITHOUT checking behind! i saw her car coming towards me & i HORNED HER!!!!!!!!!!!!! BUT tat DIDNT make her STOP!!!!!!!!!!!! SHE WENT ON UNTIL SHE BANGED MY CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! & the best thing is she REFUSED to ADMIT IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she say she nvr hear my horn & whatever whatever she can tink of la...
no experience = lugi.. didnt manage to force her to write down a statement.. so what if i got her particulars.. at the most i can only go idac & report case.. tats all i DID....
I CANT DO ANYTHING TO HELP MYSELF! I KNW ITS ME MYSELF & I BUT I DUN KNOW HOW TO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
god... can u jus let me move on peacefully..... let me be stronger.... & let me b more hard-hearted...
xiuxiu; 2:43 PM
Monday, February 04, 2008
back home!!! but big damage again today... went to suntec with linda after sch... jus felt like buying things.. which r wants and not needs... using savings to get it.. dun knw y oso.. jus 1 more time.. pamper myself for 1 more time...
saw tis bag last week when i bought my skirt... so nw it became my bd present.. from mama esther & 'mama' linda... thank you hor.. muack!!!
then bought an ex cardigan from dorothy perkins... sometimes u really seldom see things tat u like... nvr bought so ex b4.... but luckily got 20% discount.. thanx to linda again... pamper a little bit la hor..
then bought a pendant from soo kee.. tis one.. mayb gift from mum?? heh...
cny in 2 days time.. enjoy! everyone...
xiuxiu; 9:29 PM
some place where i really wished i could have gone to... but... i cant.....
xiuxiu; 10:27 AM
Sunday, February 03, 2008
woke by linda early in the morning............... to go market.... haha.... dragged myself up lo... went to cheng san market... met her mum & sis there.. had century egg porridge & raw fish... sooo nice... then they went market to buy vege & meat to store for new yr... then went back to her mum's hse... coz her mum had to settle the 'food' for her.. hehe... then while coming home... went to hougang there to buy the nice nice carrot cake... haha... share la share.. we shared... & nw... boring time... tv is boring too...
lotsa thoughts just appeared on my mind again.... esp today.....
sadzzzz.....
xiuxiu; 1:32 PM
full day out today... no work done.. sianz... haha... went to facial today... then to poly fren's bbq at coasta sands pasir ris... jus came back not long... pathetic... only the few of us haha... bt enjoyed too... played bingo game & i got twice bingo!!! so i got 2 prizes... but... haha.... both the prizes belong to the same category... i will not go into the details.. haha... i wanted the mushrooms!!! mario mushrooms!!! there were 4!!! but i din get any... sadzzz.... heh....
tml mus do some work lo... really!!!!
xiuxiu; 12:45 AM
Friday, February 01, 2008
away from home for a few days... bck to sengkang for a few days... mood at home really isnt very good... jus taking a break... things will be better when i get bck bah... hope so...
xiuxiu; 9:22 PM
after today.. i do believe that u wun b very lucky on ur birthday.. haha.. first... i couldnt sleep for the whole of last night! coz the procedure for today's presentation jus went over & over & over again in my head...
then.. when i started presenting... haiz.. it was a flop la.. right in the beginning.. i lazy to say the details... bt luckily it did go on smoothly... & thanx to pple who encouraged me & told me that i wasnt tat bad...
after tat.. the day went fine... went to orchard after sch... meeting frens for dinner... & i dun knw what went over me again.. i actually went to buy a levis demin skirt! which is expensive!! whats wrg?!! buying myself a present on my birthday??? haha... mayb bah... anyway had dinner at sushi tei.. stayed there till they close... m still very very full nw... & guys.. thanx for the cake.. i enjoyed myself tonight though i do feel kinda sad... but i really hope all ur wishes for me will come true... & what i wished too... coz we LAO YU SHENG!!! so all of us shld have good luck!!! yeah! oh ya.. & marcus... thank u & cousin for the prezzie... :)